Experienced webcomics editor, currently seeking full-time work and working on strange and interesting new things...
A moment of truth has arrived in my career. It's the kind of moment that could only take place in the age of search.
I had an opportunity recently to get published someplace important (no, I can't tell you where-- yet), and they asked me "You're sure you want your name listed as T Campbell?"...
...and I
hesitated.I've been "T Campbell" all my adult life. I like the name; I feel like it's more
me than "William Terrell Campbell, Jr." (just not a "junior" kind of guy) or "Bill Campbell" (too many of those on the market, including the guy who played the Rocketeer, the former mayor of Atlanta, and my dad) or "Terrell Campbell" (my default name for years but apparently too much trouble to spell or pronounce correctly, if my growing-up experiences are any indication).
Thing is, either my self-promotion needs more work, or
"T Campbell" just isn't very Googleable.
My recent Google scores are actually an
improvement. Until recently, it indexed this blog and tcampbell.net, but didn't put them anywhere in the top 200 results. (I know how it looks that I took the time to research
that far, but come on, tell me you wouldn't do the same.) Yet I'm still ranked below other people whose names don't even comfortably
shorten to "T Campbell."
And we're *just* talking about my *site.* Never mind all the other mentions of my name out there that have to take a back seat to Dwightenmeyer T. Campbell in a simple search.
You CAN find most of them by searching
"t campbell" comics-- but who does that?
Technorati is even worse. Technorati doesn't even ALLOW one-letter search terms, which means
I get lumped in with every other "Campbell." As I write this, the #1 and #2 listings refer to Campbell's Soup.
When I eight, I used to get mocked on the schoolyard by rapier wits who chanted "Campbell's... Soup Is Good Food." All they needed to know about me was my last name-- they didn't even bother to tease me about something I actually
controlled. This feels a little like that.
This publishing opportunity means that people will see my name for the first time. And some of them will research the name. And instead of
learning about my proudest accomplishments, they'll find... nothing.
This bothers me. I don't hold the regard of strangers higher than the regard of friends, but I do hold it
somewhere, especially since my future earnings depend on the reputation I make now.
(Incidentally, there is some tradition of name change among comics creators, though
generally not
for this
reason.)
So, yeah. Bothered. Doubting. Considering.
Back to "Terrell Campbell?" Or something even more pretentious like "T Kampbell?" "T7 Campbell?"
It's
my name, dammit. I shouldn't be having to make this choice. My friends shouldn't have to put up with the awkwardness.
Anyone reading this, feel free to use the "comments" link. I'd appreciate some perspective.
I really do like Google and Technorati. I just wish they liked
me.